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I look at him, He looks at me. I know it'll never be. He's the North Pole; as popular as can be. I'm the South Pole; no one pays attention to me. He's in the spotlight. I'm in the background. He's on the field playing the game. I'm in the stands watching. Hair that's golden and wavy, Eyes of blue that shine. It's so hard to resist you. I wish I could make you mine. I look at him, He looks at me. Good bye sweet boy, I know it can never be.

Get ready... Because once I say Good bye to this life I will not cry, And you'll be wondering why I gave up the fight to stay alive. Why didn't you lend me a shoulder to cry on? I needed that hope that you'd be there for me. I reach for any thread of hope to grasp to. But I always just fell short of it. So I finish up my life by saying, Good bye.

My blood boils I feel my mouth twitching as if it wants to scowl My breaths become shallow All I want to do I scream Scream at everything Scream at him Scream at her Scream at them If anyone tries to talk to me I cringe and want to scream even more Once I snap There will be no going back for me I would go on a rampage I'm not stopping for anything. Watch out, Here I come.

Is there anyone out there who is actually my friend? I have friends but I always wonder if they really are there for me. they say they are but when the times comes for them to step up to the plate they instantly bail and leave me to fend for myself. dont get me wrong, I do have friends that help me however I always wonder if they are really my friends or not. are they using me? are they doing this to get close enough to hurt me? why do they seem to be driffting away from me everyday? I look at each of them and I think "I would gladly do anything for them." but it doesnt take me long to think "would they do anything for me?" it's